To Know All Things That Are in the Earth
by James Maxey
Allen Frost assumed the first cherub he spotted was part of the restaurant's
Valentine's decorations. He and Mary sat on the enclosed patio at Zorba's. He'd
taken a pause to sip his wine when he first saw the cherub behind the string of red
foil hearts that hung in the window. The cherub was outside, looking like a baby
doll with a pair of pasted-on wings.
A second cherub fluttered down, wings flapping. A third descended to join them,
then a fourth. Allen thought it was a little late in the evening to still be putting up
decorations, but he appreciated the work someone had put into the dolls. Their
wings moved in a way that struck him as quite realistic, if realistic was a word that
could be used to describe a flying baby.
Then the first cherub punched the window and the glass shattered. Everyone in
the room started screaming. The cherubs darted into the restaurant, followed by a
half dozen more swooping from the sky. Mary jumped up, her chair falling.
Before it clattered against the tile floor, a cherub had grabbed her arm. She
shrieked, hitting it with her free hand, trying to knock it loose, until another
cherub grabbed her by the wrist.
Allen lunged forward, grabbing one of the cherubs by the leg, trying to pull it free.
He felt insane -- the higher parts of his brain protested that this couldn't be
happening. Nonetheless, his sensory, animal self knew what was real. His fingers
were wrapped around the warm, soft skin of a baby's leg. White swan wings held
the infant aloft. A ring of golden light the size of a coffee cup rim hovered above
the angel's wispy locks. The whole room smelled of ozone and honeysuckle. The
cherub's fat baby belly jiggled as Allen punched it.
The angel cast a disapproving gaze at Allen, its dark blue eyes looking right down
to Allen's soul. Allen suddenly stopped struggling. He felt inexplicably naked
and ashamed in the face of this creature. He averted his eyes, only to find himself
staring at the angel's penis, the tiny organ simultaneously mundane and divine and
rude. He still had a death grip on the cherub's leg. Gently, the cherub's stubby
hands wrapped around Allen's middle and ring fingers. The cherub jerked Allen's
fingers back with a SNAP, leaving his fingernails flat against the back of his wrist.
Allen fell to his knees in pain. Mary vanished behind a rush of angels, a flurry of
wings white as the cotton in a bottle of aspirin. Her screams vanished beneath the
flapping cacophony. Somewhere far in the distance, a trumpet sounded.
#
The Rapture was badly timed for Allen Frost. He taught biology at the local
community college while working on his doctorate. This semester, he had a girl in
his class, Rachael Young, who wouldn't shut up about intelligent design. She
monopolized his classroom time. Her endless string of leading questions were
thinly disguised arguments trying to prove Darwin was crap. He'd been blowing
off steam about Rachael when he'd said something really stupid, in retrospect.
"People who believe in intelligent design are mush-brained idiots," he said. "The
idea that some God --"
"I believe in God," Mary said.
"But, you know, not in God God," Allen explained. "You're open-minded.
You're spiritual, but not religious."
Mary's eyes narrowed into little slits. "I have very strong beliefs. You just never
take the time to listen to them."
Allen sighed. "Don't be like this," he said. "I'm only saying you're not a
fundamentalist."
Mary still looked wounded.
Allen felt trapped. Most of the time, he and Mary enjoyed a good relationship.
They agreed on so much. But when talk turned to religion, he felt, deep in his
heart, they were doomed. Their most heartfelt beliefs could never be reconciled.
Allen lifted his wineglass to his lips and took a long sip, not so much to taste the
wine as to shut up before he dug his hole any deeper. He turned his attention to
the cherubs outside the window. Then his brains turned to mush.
Because, when you're wrestling an angel -- its powerful wings beating the air, its
dark, all-knowing eyes looking right through you -- you can't help but notice
evolution really doesn't explain such a creature. The most die-hard atheist must
swallow his pride and admit the obvious. An angel is the product of intelligent
design.
#
A year after the Rapture, Allen tossed his grandmother's living room furniture
onto the lawn, then whitewashed the floor.
When he was done, Allen went out to the porch to read while the floor dried. It
had been four hours, eleven minutes since he'd put his current book down. He'd
grown addicted to reading, feeling as uncomfortable without a book in hand as a
smoker without a cigarette. He purchased his reading material, and the occasional
groceries, with income he made reading tarot cards; he was well known to his
neighbors as a magician. He always informed his hopeful visitors he didn't know
any real magic. They came anyway. The arcane symbols painted all over the
house gave people certain ideas about him.
The books that lined the shelves of his library only added to his reputation for
mysticism. He was forever studying some new system of magic -- from voodoo
to alchemy to cabala. Much of the global economy had collapsed after the
Rapture, but supernatural literature experienced a boom.
He did most of his trading over the internet. The world, for the most part, was
intact. It wasn't as if the angels came down and ripped out power lines or burned
cities. They had simply dragged off God's chosen. No one was even certain how
many people were gone -- some said a billion, but the official UN estimate was a
comically understated one hundred thousand. The real hit to the economy came in
the aftermath of the rapture; a lot of people didn't show up for work the next day.
Allen suspected he could have found a reason to do his job if he'd been a fireman
or a cop or a doctor. But a biology teacher? There was no reason for him to get
out of bed. He'd spent the day hugging Mary's pillow, wondering how he'd been
so wrong. He spent the day after that reading her Bible.
He hadn't understood it. Even in the aftermath of the Rapture, it didn't make
sense to him. So he'd begun reading books written to explain the symbolic
language of the Bible, which later led him to study cabala, which set him on his
quest to understand the world he lived in by understanding its underlying magical
foundations.
Jobless, unable to pay his rent, he'd moved into his grandmother's abandoned
house where he'd studied every book he could buy, trade or borrow to learn
magic. So far, every book was crap. Alchemy, astrology, chaos magic, witchcraft
-- bullshit of the highest order. Yet, he kept reading. He tested the various
theories, chanting spells, mixing potions, and divining tea leaves. He was hungry
for answers. How did the world really work? Pre-rapture, science answered that
question.
But science, quite bluntly, had been falsified. The army of angels had carried
away his understanding of the world.
Allen now lived in a universe unbounded by natural laws. He lived in a reality
where everything was possible. Books were his only maps into this terra
incognita.
#
The whitewash dried, leaving a blank sheet twenty feet across. It was pristine as
angel wings. Allen crept carefully across it, having bathed his feet in rainwater.
He wore pale, threadbare cotton. He'd shaved his head, even his eyebrows. The
only dark things in the room were his eyes and the shaft of charcoal he carried. He
crouched, recited the prayer he'd studied, then used his left hand to trace the outer
arc of the summoning circle. The last rays of daylight faded from the window.
His goal, before dawn, was to speak with an angel.
With the circle complete, he started scribing arcane glyphs around its edges. This
part was nerve-wracking; a single misplaced stroke could ruin the spell. When the
glyphs were done, Allen filled the ring with questions. Where was Mary? Would
he see her again? Was there hope of reunion? These and a dozen other queries
were marked in shaky, scrawled letters. His hand ached. His legs cramped from
crouching. He pushed through the pain to craft graceful angelic script.
It was past midnight when he finished. He placed seven cones of incense along
the edge of the circle and lit them. The air smelled like cheap after-shave.
He retrieved the polished sword from his bedroom and carried it into the circle,
along with Solomon's Manual. He opened to the bookmarked incantation.
Almost immediately, a bright light approached the house. Shadows danced on the
wall. A low, bass rumble rattled the windows.
A large truck with no muffler was clawing its way up the gravel driveway.
Disgusted by the interruption, Allen stepped outside the circle and went to the
front porch, book and sword still in hand. The air was bracing -- the kind of chill
February night where every last bit of moisture has frozen out of the sky, leaving
the stars crisp. The bright moon cast stark shadows over the couch, end-tables,
and lamps cluttering the lawn.
Allen lived in the mountains of southern Virginia, miles from the nearest town.
His remote location let him know all his neighbors -- and the vehicle in his
driveway didn't belong to any of them. It was a flatbed truck. Like many vehicles
these days, it was heavily armed. A gunner sat on the back, manning a giant
machinegun bolted to the truck bed. The fact that the gunner sat in a rocking chair
took an edge from the menace a gun this large should have projected. Gear and
luggage were stacked on the truck bed precariously. A giant, wolfish dog stood
next to the gunner, its eyes golden in the moonlight.
The truck shuddered to a halt, the motor sputtering into silence. Loud bluegrass
music seeped through the cab windows. It clicked off, and the passenger door
opened. A woman got out, dressed in camouflage fatigues. She looked toward the
porch, where Allen stood in shadows, then said, "Mr. Frost?"
Allen assumed they were asking about his grandfather. The mailbox down at the
road still bore his name -- his grandmother never changed it after he died, nor had
Allen bothered with it after his grandmother had vanished.
"If you're looking for Nathan Frost, he died years ago."
"No," the woman said, in a vaguely familiar voice. "Allen Frost."
"Why do you want him? Who are you?"
"My name is Rachael Young," she answered.
The voice and face clicked. The intelligent design girl from his last class. "Oh," he
said. "Yes. You've found me."
The driver's door opened and closed. A long-haired man with a white beard down
to his waist came around the front of the truck. "Well now," the old man said, in a
thick Kentucky accent. "You're the famous science fella."
"Famous?" asked Allen.
"My granddaughter's been talking you up for nigh on a year," said Old Man
Young. "Says you're gonna have answers."
"We looked all over for you," said Rachael. "The college said you'd gone to live
with your grandmother in Texas."
"Texas? I don't have any relatives in Texas."
"No shit," the gunner on the flatbed said. "Been all over this damn country,
chasin' one wild goose after another. You better not be a waste of our time." The
dog beside him began to snarl as it studied Allen.
"Luke," said Old Man Young. "Mind your language. Haul down the ice-chest."
"Sorry we got here so late, Mr. Frost," Rachael said, walking toward him. She
was looking at the sword and book. "Have we, uh, interrupted something?"
"Maybe," Allen said. "Look, I'm a little confused. Why, exactly, have you been
looking for me?"
"You're the only scientist I trust," she said. "When we used to have our
conversations in class, you always impressed me. I really respected you. You
knew your stuff. Since your specialty is biology, we want you to look at what
we've got in the cooler and tell us what it is."
Allen wasn't sure what struck him as harder to swallow -- that she'd spent a year
tracking him down, or that she remembered the tedious cross-examinations she'd
subjected him to as conversations.
Luke, the gunner, hopped off the truck carrying a large green Coleman cooler. It
made sloshing noises as he lugged it to the porch. Luke was middle-aged,
heavyset, crew cut. Rachael's father?
Luke placed the container at Rachael's feet. Rachael leaned over and unsnapped
the clasp. "Get ready for a smell," she said, lifting the lid.
Strong alcohol fumes washed over the porch. Allen's eyes watered. The fumes
carried strange undertones -- corn soaked in battery acid, plus a touch of rotten
teeth, mixed with a not-unpleasant trace of cedar.
"We popped this thing into Uncle Luke's moonshine to preserve it," Rachael said.
Despite the moonlight, it was too dark for Allen to make out what he was looking
at. Rachael stepped back, removing her shadow from the contents. Allen was
horrified to find these crazy people had brought him the corpse of a baby with a
gunshot wound to its face. The top of its head was missing. The baby was naked,
bleached pale by the brew in which it floated. There was something under it, paler
still, like a blanket. Only, as his eyes adjusted, Allen realized the baby wasn't
sharing the cooler with a blanket, but with some kind of bird -- he could make out
the feathers.
When he finally understood what he was looking at, his hands shook so hard he
dropped his sword, and just missed losing a toe.
#
Allen lit the oil lamps while Luke lugged the cooler into the kitchen. Allen only
had a couple of hours worth of gasoline left for the generator; he wanted to save
every last drop until he was ready to examine the dead cherub. While Luke sat the
corpse in the sink to let the alcohol drain off, Allen gathered up all the tools he
thought he might need -- knives, kitchen shears, rubber gloves, Tupperware.
Rachael was outside, taking care of the dog, and Old Man Young was off, in his
words, "to secure the perimeter."
"That means he's gone to pee," Rachael had explained once her grandfather was
out of earshot.
To take notes during the autopsy, Allen found a black Sharpie and a loose-leaf
notebook half filled with notes he'd made learning ancient Greek. As he flipped
to a blank page, he said, "I can't believe you shot one of these. I thought they
were invulnerable. I saw video where a cop emptied his pistol into one. The
bullets bounced off."
"Invulnerable?" Luke asked. "Like Superman?"
"Sure. Bulletproof."
"You think a brick wall is invulnerable?" Luke asked.
"Is this a rhetorical question?"
"Suppose you took a tack hammer to brick wall," Luke said. "Would it be
invulnerable?"
"Close to it," said Allen.
"How about a sledgehammer?" asked Luke.
"Then, no, of course not."
"A cop's pistol is a tack hammer," said Luke, as he freed the rifle slung over his
shoulder. "This is a sledgehammer. .50-caliber. Single shot, but one is all I need.
This thing will punch a hole through a cast iron skillet."
He nodded toward the cherub draining in the sink. "This pickled punk never stood
a chance."
"Not a particularly reverent man, are you Luke?" said Allen. "That's pretty harsh
language to be calling an angel."
The back door to the kitchen opened and Rachael came in, followed by Old Man
Young.
"Whatever the hell this is," said Luke, "it ain't no damn angel."
"It looks like an angel," said Allen. "I got up close to one during the Rapture."
"Shut your fool mouth!" snapped Old Man Young. To punctuate his sentence, he
spat on the floor. "Rapture. Rachael, I thought this fella was smart."
"He is smart," said Rachael.
"He's a mush-brained idiot if he thinks the Rapture has happened," Old Man
Young said.
Allen was confused. "You think it hasn't?"
"I'm still here, ain't I?" Old Man Young said. "I've been washed in the blood of
the lamb, boy. I'm born again! When the Rapture comes, I'm gonna be borne
away!"
Allen cast a glance at the sink. "Maybe Luke shot your ride."
"Naw," said Luke. "I was at the Happy Mart when this little monster started
dragging off some Hindu guy. I ran to the truck and got Lucille." Luke patted the
rifle. "Saved that fella from a fate worse than death."
"But --" said Allen.
"But nothing!" Old Man Young said. "Second Samuel, 14:20, says that it is the
wisdom of angels to know all things that are in the earth!"
"A real angel would have known to duck," said Luke.
"And it wasn't the Rapture," said Rachael. "The creatures took people at random.
Yeah, they grabbed some self-proclaimed Christians. But they also took Hindus,
Buddhists, Muslims, Jews, and Scientologists. They took Tom Cruise right in the
middle of shooting a film."
"Yeah," said Allen. "I saw that."
"Heaven ain't open to his kind," said Old Man Young.
"So how do you explained what happened?" asked Allen.
"Demons," said Old Man Young.
"Aliens, maybe," said Rachael.
"Government black ops," said Luke.
Allen had heard these theories before, and a dozen others. The Young's weren't
the first people to disbelieve the Rapture. None of the alternative explanations
made sense. Genetic manipulation gone awry, mass psychosis, a quantum bleed
into an alternate reality -- all required paranoid pretzel logic to work. He was still
scientist enough to employ Occam's Razor, cutting away all the distracting
theories to arrive at the simplest conclusion: God did it.
"I admit, what happened doesn't match popular ideas of the Rapture," Allen said.
"I've studied Revelations in the original Greek, and can't make everything line up.
I'm no longer convinced any ancient text has a complete answer. But I get little
glimpses of insight from different sources. Maybe God used to try to
communicate with Mankind directly. Maybe he spoke as clearly as possible, in
God language, but people weren't up to the task of understanding him. They all
came away with these little shards of truth; no one got the big picture."
"Son, I'm up to the task of understanding," said Old Man Young. "The good ol'
King James Version spells out everything. If you don't understand, you don't want
to understand."
"If you think it was the Rapture," asked Rachael, "why would God have been so
random? He took rich and poor, young and old, the kind and the wicked. It makes
no sense."
"To us," said Allen. "But when I was a senior at State, I helped out on this big
study involving mice. We did some blood work, identified mice with the required
genes, then separated them from the general population and took them to a
different lab. I wonder if the mice left behind sat around wondering why they
weren't chosen. They would never understand our reasons."
"That's your theory?" asked Rachael. "We're lab mice?"
"No. But maybe the gap between our intellect and God's mind is larger than the
gap between man and mice. Our inability to understand His selection criteria
doesn't mean He acted at random."
"Son, you're proving what I always say," said Old Man Young. "Thinking too
much makes you stupid."
Allen nodded. "Thinking too much hasn't made me any wiser or happier."
"Don't pay attention to Grandpa," said Rachael. "We need a thinker. We need
someone who can study this body and tell us what it is."
"Why didn't you take it to the cops?" asked Allen.
"If the government knew we had this, we'd already be dead," Luke said.
Rachael frowned. "I think we might be endangering the world by not showing this
to the government. Not that there's much government left."
"Which is more proof it weren't the Rapture," said Old Man Young. "No
Antichrist."
Which was true. America had been through eight presidents in the last year.
Anyone displaying even modest leadership skills quickly became a target of the
legions of Antichrist stalkers roaming the capitals of the world. What was left of
day to day civilization was staggering on more due to momentum than competent
leadership.
"This is what the Illuminati want," said Luke. "Chaos. When they seize power,
people will kiss their asses with gratitude."
"Since Uncle Luke shot it, he gets to decide who sees it," said Rachael. "Also, it's
his cooler."
"I'm not the trusting sort," Luke said. "But Rachael says you're a good guy, and
smart."
Allen rubbed his temples. "You think I'll know the difference between an alien, a
demon, or a black-ops sci-fi construct?"
All three Youngs looked at him hopefully.
"Okay," he said. "I'll go power up the generator."
"I'll come with you," said Rachael. "Jeremiah's stalking around out there and you
don't want to run into him alone."
"Jeremiah?"
"Our dog," said Luke. "He's killed more men than I have."
For a second, Allen considered whether the oil lanterns might not provide enough
light after all. Then, he clenched his jaw and headed for the back door. If you're
going to cut open an angel, you may as well do the job right.
#
The corpse looked slightly yellow under electric light. Allen weighed the angel on
his bathroom scale and found it barely topped ten pounds. Aerodynamics wasn't
his specialty, but the cherub's wings seemed slightly more plausible. Swan-sized
wings could support a swan, after all, and they weighed more than ten pounds.
Allen started his exam in the obvious place -- the hollow bowl of the skull. He'd
never dissected a human before, but what was left of the cranium looked normal.
It was bone. He recognized bone. Somehow, he'd expected angels to be crafted
of material more grand.
His first real clue he was well outside the realm of known biology was when he
took a close look at the torn skin peeling away from the skull. He found a visible,
subcutaneous layer of something that shouldn't have been there, on a human body
at least. It was a thin, fibrous material, like cloth. He tugged on a frayed thread
carefully with his tweezers. He couldn't pull a strand of the tightly knit material
free. He could see, though, that it was porous -- blood vessels and nerve fibers
ran through it. Whatever this was, it had grown under the skin, rather than being
implanted.
"I've never seen anything like this."
"I've eyeballed it up close," said Luke. "It looks like Kevlar. Sort of."
"Score one for black-ops," said Allen, pausing to jot a few notes.
"Aliens could use Kevlar too," said Rachael. "Stuff better than Kevlar."
Allen moved on to the wings. After twelve months soaking in moonshine, they
had a dull, grayish tone to them. It wasn't difficult to pull a feather free. Without
the body on the butcher's block, he would have supposed he was looking at a
seagull feather. Intuitively, this made sense. If God had designed feathers as the
perfect tool of flight, why not use the same blueprint for both angel and bird?
But flight wasn't simply a matter of having feathers, as any chicken could attest.
A cherub's chest didn't have the depth to support the muscles to power these
wings, did it?
He flipped the cherub over and felt its breasts. The muscles under the soggy skin
were rock hard. He noted the cherub had nipples and a belly button. Was God
simply fond of this look? Or was there a cycle of life in Heaven? Angel fetuses
developing in angel wombs, angel babes suckling at the breasts of angel mothers?
He tried to cut open the cherub's chest. It proved impervious to the butcher knife.
"Try this," Luke said, handing him a folded knife. Allen flipped the knife open to
reveal a ceramic blade, black as onyx and razor sharp.
"Fancy," said Allen. He tried it against the skin. The knife's edge scraped away
the surface easily, but the subcutaneous material thwarted further advance.
Whatever it was, it couldn't be pierced.
Not willing to give up, Allen tried a different approach. He peeled back the torn
flesh of the skull and slipped the knife along the edge of the fibrous layer. To his
delight, the torn edge yielded to the knife as he applied steady, firm pressure.
Slowly, he worked the knife forward, peeling the flesh from the cherub's face,
working his way down the throat. He discovered cherubs had tracheas and jugular
veins. He confirmed they had collarbones. After a long, tedious operation, slicing
the flesh a millimeter at a time, he peeled the angel's skin back from its torso and
found . . . muscle. Bones. Fatty deposits.
Ordinary matter.
He stepped back from the table and stretched his neck. He'd been bent over the
cherub a long time; his muscles were stiff.
"Want some water?" Rachael asked, breaking the silence.
"No, thank you," Allen said, staring at the flayed thing before him. It was a relief,
in a way, to know what his nightmares would be for the rest of his life. An angel
opened, peeled like the fetal pigs he'd taken apart in freshman biology. He had
taken something divine, an occupant of Heaven, and treated it with all the respect
he might show a frog in formaldehyde.
If he wasn't damned before, he certainly was now.
And yet . . . and yet he couldn't turn back. Blasphemous as it was, he was going to
keep cutting. His need for knowledge overrode his fear of offending the divine.
Who knew what his next cut might reveal?
The muscle of the chest looked like meat, but was dense and unyielding, even to
the ceramic knife. He managed to scrape off several strands of the tough muscle
fibers -- he would have traded every book in the house for a microscope at that
moment.
He tried the stomach. The muscle here was also impervious, but a thin gap of
ligament beneath the ribs showed good results when he sawed at it with the knife.
In less than five minutes, he'd cut a hole into the chest cavity.
He leaned over to peer inside, seeing nothing but gray, bleached tissue -- the
angel's lungs? Of course, if it had a trachea, it would have lungs. As near as he
could tell, with the exception of the bulletproof skin, the cherub was constructed
like other animals. It had breathed air. It had fed its muscles with a complex
network of arteries and veins. It commanded its body with a nervous system.
What did this mean?
In frustration, completely ignoring any rational, measured approach, he dug his
fingers into the cherub's chest and began to feel around. His fingers sent
indecipherable signals as they pushed against objects both slimy and leathery, both
hard and yielding. Was this the liver? His hand was buried to the wrist. These
had to be intestines. This hard thing . . . a kidney? Feces in the gut? Clear fluid
suddenly gushed from the penis. He'd found the bladder.
He turned his hand up, in search of the heart. Where the heart should have been,
he found an egg.
At least, it felt like an egg, smooth, oval, hard, of a size that might earn it a Grade
A Large. He wriggled his fingers around it, trying to get a better understanding.
The angel gurgled as his efforts freed some last teaspoon of air from the lungs.
And then, with a POP, the egg came free. He closed his fingers and pulled it out
with a sloppy, wet, farting sound.
His hand was covered with gray goop.
He opened his fingers to reveal something beautiful.
An ovoid object, gleaming yellow in the lamplight.
A golden egg.
Allen placed it in the Tupperware as everyone came over for a closer look.
"Told you," said Luke. "It's a cyborg. This is the power source."
"It's alien technology," Rachael said.
"The devil's handiwork," said Old Man Young.
Allen didn't know. Allen felt completely empty of opinion, thought, or emotion.
Confronted with something so far beyond his understanding, he felt unreal. The
egg, he'd held it, he could see it, it was reality. He must be the thing out of place.
Then, to compound his sense of unreality, the egg moved on its own power,
rocking lengthwise, coming to rest upright on its small end, seeming, almost, to
hover.
The lights flickered. Allen's skin tingled as the air began to smell of rain.
"What's happening?" Rachael asked.
The lights went out.
There was a terrible hush. No one breathed. Slowly, Allen's eyes adjusted to the
dim starlight seeping through the window. The faces of his guests were pale and
ghostlike.
At last, Rachael whispered, "I don't hear the generator."
Allen breathed. Right. The generator. "It must have run out of gas," he said. "I
thought I had enough for a couple of hours."
"It's been a couple of hours," said Luke. "You needed more gas, you shoulda said
something. I got a five gallon can in back of the truck."
"I'll help you get it," said Old Man Young.
"I'll come too. I need some fresh air," Rachael said.
Allen didn't know if the Young's were trying to ditch him, but he wasn't going to
play along if they were. He didn't want to be alone in the kitchen with . . . with
whatever the golden egg was.
They went out to the front yard. He waited with Rachael on the porch while Luke
and the grandfather walked down to the truck.
He could tell she wanted him to say something. She wanted him to say there was
nothing to be afraid of.
He couldn't bring himself to speak the words.
The moon was low on the horizon; fingers of shadow grasped the yard. The still
air carried the footsteps of the men walking across the gravel. The winter night
was silent otherwise. Except . . . except, from a distance, a soft beat, like a
muffled drum being struck. Then another, somewhat louder, then louder still
when it repeated an instant later. A shadow grew across the yard and Allen
understood he was listening to angel wings.
Luke heard them too. He looked up, freeing the big rifle from his shoulder. He
was looking at something Allen couldn't see, something hidden by the roof of the
porch. The first angel floated into view, descending as gracefully as an owl
coming to rest on a branch. This was nothing like the cherubs. This was an adult-sized angel on wings the size of a small plane. The angel's body was covered in
silver armor, but enough of the face showed through the helmet that Allen judged
the angel to be female. The sword by her side showed she had come for war.
Luke fired. The bullet smacked into the angel's breastplate. She didn't flinch,
continuing her descent to earth, landing mere feet in front of Luke, who was
hastily reloading. With a casual gesture, the angel extended her arm, catching
Luke in the chest and throwing him backward, far past the end of the truck. Luke
landed limp and didn't move.
With a sudden flap of wings, a second angel swooped down, kicking Old Man
Young as he scrambled onto the truck bed, perhaps going for the mounted gun.
Allen grabbed Rachael by the arm and pushed her toward the door to the living
room.
"The circle!" he said. "Get into it!"
He stooped to retrieve his sword and the Manual of Solomon from where he'd left
them on the porch. He heard the angel wings behind him, beating once, twice.
The light faded as the shadows cast by the angel's wings approached. Not daring
to look back, Allen dashed through the door, leaping for the circle. He was
relieved to find Rachael had placed herself inside the protective drawing without
smudging the edges. Then he realized she was still moving; she had wound up in
the circle purely by accident.
"Stop!" he yelled, and to his relief, she froze. "We're safe here. They can't touch
us!"
"Are you sure?" she said, spinning around, looking panicked.
"No," said Allen. "But if we're not safe here, where can we run?"
He turned to face the doorway, and found it filled with the bright form of the
angel. The angel walked calmly toward the circle, her eyes fixed on Allen. She
approached to arm's length before stopping. Rachael clung tightly to Allen's arm,
digging her nails into his biceps. Allen gripped the sword tightly, then thrust it
forward and said, "I . . . I command you in the name of --"
The angel smirked, and swatted the tip of the sword with her gauntlet-clad hand.
The force of the blow twisted the weapon from Allen's grasp, sending it clattering
across the floor.
"You have no idea what you are doing," the angel said, walking around the circle,
studying the symbols. Her voice was deep and operatic, heavenly. "You've
copied this without understanding it."
"Yes," said Allen, seeing no advantage in lying.
The angel completed her orbit of the circle, nodding appreciatively. She asked, "If
a shaman from deep in the jungle were to be transported to a modern city, would
he think of writing as magic? He would have no idea what the letters spelling
'KEEP OUT' or 'EMERGENCY EXIT' might mean, only that people respected
them, and stayed away. He might even learn to copy the strange symbols. Tell
me: would that be magic?"
"If it isn't magic," Allen said, "I think you would already have killed us."
As he spoke, there was a distant sound of barking.
"Jeremiah!" said Rachael. "They'll kill him!"
Glancing back to the door, Allen saw the second angel stepping onto the porch.
She had Old Man Young draped across her shoulder, and was dragging Luke by
the collar. The barking grew closer by the second.
The second angel stepped through the door, tossing her limp passengers roughly
into the corner. Allen saw Jeremiah round the truck and turn at a sharp angle,
skidding in the gravel before bolting toward the house.
The angel closed the door with seconds to spare. Jeremiah collided with a
THUMP. A brief instant of silence followed before the dog resumed his frantic
barking, clawing at the door.
The first angel said to the second, "Get the body."
The second angel nodded and vanished into the kitchen.
The remaining angel drew her sword. The weapon burst into flame. Allen cringed
from the heat, holding on to Rachael to keep her from leaving the circle.
"Let us pretend I can't enter your little drawing," the angel said. "Does that make
you feel safe?"
"No," said Allen. "I haven't felt safe for a long time. I've been frightened. I've
been lost. I want . . . I need answers."
"Answers?" said the angel. "You're drowning in answers. Every molecule of
your body vibrates with answers. You don't lack answers. You lack the wisdom
to recognize them. Tonight, you've cut open an angel. You've held its soul in
your hands. What did you learn?"
"I don't know," said Allen.
"You have a few more minutes to think it over," said the angel, moving toward the
interior wall. "Before the smoke kills you." With a solid thrust, the angel pushed
her flaming sword through the wall. On the other side there was a bookcase.
Allen heard books and papers crash to the floor. Instantly, the air smelled of
smoke. Allen clenched his fists, wanting to run and pull the sword free, but fear
nailed his feet to the floor.
The room took on an eerie hush. Old Man Young groaned in his unconsciousness.
Rachael began to sob.
Allen noticed Jeremiah had stopped barking.
The living room window exploded inward, shards of glass flying, as a gray
snarling streak of fur and teeth smashed through. The angel turned, quickly,
fluidly, and a second too slow. Jeremiah buried his teeth into the angel's left wing
at its junction with the back, an area free of armor.
The angel gasped, stumbling in pain, trying to knock Jeremiah free. Allen held his
ground in the circle, reaching back to grab Rachael's hand.
But Rachael wasn't there.
The door to the living room slammed against the wall as she dashed down the
porch steps.
Allen watched the fight between dog and angel. The angel reached back, grabbing
Jeremiah by a hind leg, tugging. The angel's face twisted in terrible pain.
Jeremiah hung on as long as he could, snarling, struggling, but the angel was too
strong. Allen winced at the sound of bones cracking. Jeremiah yelped as the
angel yanked him free. The angel spun, swinging the dog in an arc. Allen ducked
to avoid being knocked over. Then, by accident or design, the angel released
Jeremiah in mid-swing and the dog sailed cleanly out the broken window.
By then Rachael was once again beside Allen, aiming the .50-caliber rifle.
"Nobody hurts my dog," she said, and fired. It was like lightning struck the room.
The shot knocked Rachael off her feet, and left Allen with ringing ears and spots
before his eyes.
A bright red circle appeared on the wall behind the angel's neck. The bare,
armorless area just below her chin was dark and wet. The angel's eyes closed as
she fell to her knees and sat there, slumped against the wall, her head drooped at
an unnatural angle, her arms limp and lifeless by her side.
The room was filling with smoke. The second angel came back from the kitchen.
Rachael fumbled with the bolt of the rifle, her hands trembling.
The second angel grabbed the body of the first, pulled the flaming sword from the
wall and moved back into the kitchen. Allen heard the back door open. By now,
the smoke was blinding.
Rachael slipped the new round into the chamber and closed it with a satisfying
clack. "Ready," she said.
"I think . . . I think you chased them off," Allen said.
"I'm willing to take that chance," she said.
"Get outside. Watch the skies. I'll get your grandfather and your uncle."
By now, Old Man Young was coughing, and his eyes fluttered open. He
whispered, "I heard . . . I heard Jeremiah. Is he okay?"
"Come on," Allen said, helping him rise. "The house is on fire!"
"Weren't we outside?" he asked, sounding only half-awake.
"Follow me," Allen said, dragging Luke toward the open door. To his relief, Old
Man Young obeyed. Soon, Allen had dragged Luke down the front steps, down to
the truck, where Rachael now manned the machinegun. Luke's breathing was
ragged, but Allen didn't know how to help him. The main thing he knew about
first aid was not to move a person who might have internal injuries, and he'd just
dragged Luke fifty feet.
Allen scanned the skies. Bright white sparks flew into the night as flames nibbled
through the roof. It wouldn't be long before the house was gone, taking his
collected books, his months of notes and sweat and theories, to say nothing of his
family history.
He took a deep breath and ran back inside.
The living room was oven hot. There wasn't much in here to burn, though -- just
the floorboards and the wall studs. It was lucky he'd stripped the room down to
drywall. He pushed forward, trying to reach the library, but it was no use. The
heat from the open door was unbearable. The hair on his arms began to singe.
Allen stepped back, then staggered toward the kitchen. The back door stood open.
Burning wallpaper lit the room a flickering red. Dark smoke rolled along the
ceiling. He could see the butcher's block, now empty. The golden egg was gone.
Allen crouched, searching for fresher air. He noticed the wet red spot on the wall
next to him. Angel blood.
Walls appear solid and impervious through most of daily life. In reality, most
drywall is only an adult male fist and a surge of adrenaline away from having a
good-sized hole knocked through it. Allen punched that hole, then a second, then
a third. His knuckles were bleeding. He grabbed the edges of the punctured
drywall, grunting as he tried to break free the section splattered with angel blood.
The drywall wasn't on fire, but it was crazy hot. Allen wouldn't let go. He tugged
with all his strength but the nails held tight. The wall was winning. In frustration,
he screamed -- a primal, animal howl of rage and pain, a sound that frightened
him.
With a crack, the drywall twisted free. Allen stumbled outside clutching a three-foot chunk of the stuff to his chest.
Allen sat on the frozen ground as the house behind him roared into the night sky.
He was dimly aware that Luke was awake now, sitting next to the trunk, drinking
something from a thermos. He was also distantly conscious of something walking
toward him, limping, panting, smelling like dog.
It was a dog. Jeremiah sat beside Allen. Allen looked into the dog's eyes. They
were full of emotions, far more recognizable than what he'd seen in the eyes of the
angel. Jeremiah was in obvious pain. Yet, Jeremiah looked concerned, as if
worried about Allen's health. What's more, the dog had a cocky tilt to his head,
and angel pinfeathers stuck between his teeth, which combined into reassuring
vow of, "I've got your back."
Allen had angel blood all over his hands and chest. Or maybe it was his own
blood after punching through the wall. He couldn't tell where his blood ended and
the angel's began.
Blood. He'd expected angels to be full of divine secrets, to be filled with
miraculous matter. Tonight he'd seen a hint of this, of things beyond his
understanding. But, he'd seen far more things he'd understood intimately as a
biologist -- muscle and bone and blood.
Every molecule of his body vibrated with answers. Did he have the wisdom to
understand them?
Jeremiah left his side to greet Rachael, who was approaching. "You okay?" she
asked.
"I think so," said Allen.
"I guess it's still an open question," she said. "Whether those were aliens, I
mean."
"I don't think so," said Allen.
"Black ops?"
"No," said Allen. "I think they were angels. I think they were created by God."
"Oh," said Rachael.
"I thought they would be full of divine material," said Allen raising his bloody
hands. "Of strange and wondrous stuff. And what if they were?"
"What do you mean?"
"What if they were made of divine material? What if we all are? You, me,
Jeremiah. The ground under us, the sky above . . . what if what we think of as
ordinary matter is actually the building blocks of the divine? The laws of biology,
of physics, of chemistry -- these are the rules God follows. These are the ways
He works His will. Science turns out to be the study of His divine mechanics."
As he said the words, he believed them. He didn't know if it was deduction,
intuition, or simply faith, but he felt a powerful calm settle over him. He would
probably never know the "why" of God. Why the Rapture? Why take Mary?
Why create angels and men and dogs? Why the world? But the how -- the how
was knowable. Before the detour of this past year, he'd learned with some detail
the "how." He'd thought that angels falsified science. But, studying the angel
blood on the drywall on the grass, he understood, in their ordinary matter, angels
confirmed science as the path to understanding the mind of God.
"Uncle Luke thinks he's broken a couple of ribs," said Rachael, apparently not
knowing how to respond to his little epiphany.
"There's a hospital in Roanoke," said Allen. "We can be there in an hour."
He stood up and carried the chunk of drywall carefully, hoping not to contaminate
it more than it already was. The next step in understanding the angels was beyond
Allen's expertise. But part of the fun of being a scientist was talking to people
who knew a lot more than you did about their specialties. In retrospect, he'd
botched the autopsy of the angel, big time. If he'd gone to experts, asked for help,
who knows what they could have learned? At least he had a shot at redeeming
himself. You can collect a lot of DNA from a blood-spattered chunk of drywall.
He walked toward the truck, Jeremiah limping beside him. Allen knew of a vet
down the road. Hopefully Luke could survive a detour to drop off Jeremiah. In
the battle between man and angel, the dog had made his loyalties clear, and
deserved whatever care could be provided.
Old Man Young already had the truck revved up. It was decided that Luke and
Jeremiah would ride in the cab due to their injuries. Allen and Rachael would
have to ride on the back. Rachael abandoned the rocking chair and pressed up
next to Allen against the cab as the truck began to pitch and sway down the
driveway. From the jumbled mounds of gear, she produced a heavy quilt and
pulled it over them.
It was disturbingly intimate, to be sharing a blanket with a woman with whom
he'd shared such an adventure. He'd not thought about women at all since Mary
was taken. He had a lot on his mind, as he watched his house burn, filling the
heavens with a plume of sparks and smoke. He was, in the front of his mind, still
trying to figure out what the night's events meant. But something in the back of
his mind was more concerned with whether or not he should put his arm around
Rachael, who was leaning her head on his shoulder.
Rachael, her voice soft and caring said, "I'm so sorry about your house."
Allen shrugged. It was what it was. He knew, deep in his gut, that the chapter of
his life the house represented was over. The house for him represented magical
thinking -- the notion that there were things that could happen outside the laws of
science. He was almost glad to be rid of it.
"Things will be alright," he said. To his own ears, his voice was tired and thin,
battered by stress and smoke. His lungs felt sandpapered, and his hands were
starting to blister. To show that he meant the reassuring words, he put his arm
around Rachael, and drew her closer. It felt right. More importantly, the world felt
right. The night had brought him a newfound faith in the essential sensibleness of
the universe.
"Can I ask you a question?" Rachael said, her face inches from his.
"Sure."
"Why did you have that circle drawn on your floor?"
Allen rolled his eyes. "It'll sound stupid."
"What?"
"I was trying to summon an angel."
"Guess it worked," said Rachael.
Allen's mouth went dry. Rachael's arrival with the cherub had just been a
coincidence, hadn't it? Old Man Young turned the truck onto the road and gunned
the engine. Allen pulled the quilt tighter around them, to fend off the chill night
air.
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